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SURVIVAL

Before All The Surviving

2026-07-11

I have just put the kids to sleep and the house is quiet. My day has just started as they usually do at night for me, as I don’t have to play a role. I step out onto the balcony with my Kirkland water and phone, checking the camera in the kids’ room occasionally, watching them...

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SURVIVAL

It is fine. I am fine.

2026-07-11

I am in so much pain. Two days ago, I got rejected for a job I had applied for. I have been job hunting for a while and this one looked like something I could easily get because it sounded like something I could really do and do well with little to no training. The email was...

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SELF

Still

2026-07-08

It’s 3a.m. and the room is dark. My toddler is in bed asleep, practicing her jiu jitsu and my husband is sleeping. I am sitting in the corner of the bedroom in a chair that swallows you whole. You know, the ones that wrap around your body and holds you, and you just sink. My...

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